Even though I know I wasn’t wrong for telling my friends what is being done to me, I decided to lower myself and apologize to bring peace by writing a letter to a narcissistic person in charge of a large retirement home full of seniors that are age 62 years old and up.
Peace is always my main goal in everything.
Even if I have to lower myself to the ground to ask forgiveness.
Narcissists cannot forgive. Narcissists love people to lower themselves so they can put their foot on our heads and press them so deep in the dirt that our head is under it.
That brings great happiness to watch us peacemakers wiggle and struggle for air.
Peacemakers can’t win peace with a narcissist.
Narcissists are like cats that like to play with its soon-to-be food.
The cats bat the meal around, throw it in the air, chew on it until it’s almost dead, then walks away.
Sometimes they decide to eat it at the last minute when the meal starts to take its last breath.
Other times the cat maime’s it and let it free to walk away. It can hide but never heals.
Then a few days later, the cat starts the same thing over. The meal’s life is destroyed in so many ways.
The cat continues until the meal gives up and stops fighting and all of its life is no more. It dies.
A narcissist doesn’t give in to apologies. This one has a grudge and will keep on until the peacemaker is dead, in prison or homeless and still after any of the situations are done, the narcissist will go after the person’s family members and friends, never stopping until dead.
Narcissists will carry a grudge even to death and beyond.
Peace did not win.
I closed the door and turn my back to it, dust my feet off and walked away.
Never to look back.